I see you, you see me.

2010-01-28T01:06:00.002+08:00

Life has been hard for me, I've lost my hp and my mp3 which is a birthday present from kakak. On the other hand, school is ending pretty soon, but im not concentrating. I seriously need help!
My body is in school but my soul is at home, still in LALA land. HAHA. Oh well, hope i can enter poly. if there's luck, if not then, WORK!
Many things had happened. This month of january, i've learnt alot from my mistakes, and im looking forward to February. Begin a new chapter. Hope i wont repeat the same mistakes again. Stupid me.

2009-12-14T01:21:00.002+08:00

It has been a month since i started working. New experience.
Holiday is here! AT last! Just so you know, tomorrow is my school trip! to melaka!
Hmm, im not really excited about it coz im very worried about my passport. haish, just pray to GOD.
Okay, i dont wanna sleep, and now is 1.30am. If i sleep, i surely will wake up late and i dont wanna miss the bus. da nanti kene tinggal. hahaha.

2009-11-01T04:34:00.002+08:00

Bhavani was kind enough to invite us to Deepavali Open House every year without fail. And looking forward for Christmas. Boleh tgk santa claus dia yg letong tu. haha. Bhavani, NANDRI!
anw, couldnt take pictures of her decorative house, cause we were busy eating. Food was awesome!

2009-10-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

FLASHBACKs. Zaman2 perangai budak gemok. HAHA.
Enjoy.

2009-10-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

School projects drive me crazy these days. I couldn't stand how short time is and have to complete 3 modules project in just 5 months. Think is enough? NOOTTT!
And just so you know, left about 5 more months to go to graduation day. WuHOOO! cant wait yey. haha.
I really want to work EXTRA hard for this last term. I want to continue my studies to poly. Insyallah. If not qualified then, i guess i have to work lor. No choice what. HAHA. ckp mcm org malas gitu. hmm.

Stomach ache was super-duper plus and minus deluxe irritating when i wanna go to school this morning. buat hal kat dlm bus. Then i asked turi to accompany me to the nearest coffee shop to buang hajat besar. I think i ate something last night, ohhh yah! nasi minyak! bapak also complaint that he had stomach ache, and went to the toilet 3-4 times. same as me, in school. hek! bau kerwwak masam! haiyah.

Oh yah, before i forget, here's a sneak preview of Zul's makeover. He begged me not to post his pics at blog or anywhere, but heck care! haha sorry zul, have to do this. hahah. Enjoy.

2009-10-10T03:12:00.002+08:00

Here we go.
last minute outing was fabulous. Fetched Ct from work, but before that, went to bugis to buy my black pants for work[kendarat this sunday] and so, kacau2 turi mak nyah at her work place.
okay 2 more days to school reopen. cheh countdown ehk. ohhh my... i miss nyonya cleaner in school. haha.
Anyway, results was like !@#$%.. no comments. i did try my very best, but not quite.
I wonder, people who usual absent from class can get 3points. explain that?? not fair, im gonna serang DR. Lisa [who wore leggings to sch] hahahah!

2009-10-08T03:07:00.002+08:00

Gambar2 Raya had been posted. But there's more coming up. Do enjoy.
These few days, i felt that im not myself, but somebody else. Who pissed people off. Im sorry if i did that to anyone of you. Really-really sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you guys.
Anyway, I've been thinking, whether should i stay or leave? Oh god, please show me the right path. hmmm...

On the other hand,
Next week will be school reopen. I dont know whether i can still fit on my school uniforms. HAHA. Badan da mcm kentucky fried chicken. Excuse me fitness consultant, when is our next training?? i wanna lose weight! hahaha. can somebody cut my babat and derma dkt org lain? hahah. Oh my, feel the awkward-ness going to school. Sekian lama tak pegi skola.

Jemong and Chepong sleeping.
And now i feel like sleeping. So good night! hah hah.

2009-10-06T01:36:00.003+08:00

2009-09-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

2009-09-26T04:23:00.004+08:00

i was sad and mad when plan was last minute cancelled. It had been 3 times, plan always cancelled. Hmm, i hope next time round wont be like this. I will surely shout at him. Heck!

Preparation for Hari raya was kecoh. Kakak da mcm ma'am, giving me and my adik a task to do, so that we wont goyang kaki. Haha, And janjan was hard-working despite her lazybum-ness, she mop and swept the whole entire house! amazing! haha, but the problem was that, she didnt sweep first before mopping the floor, she just mopped the whole house and then she sweep. haha weirdo girl!

Anyway, Hari raya was splendid. First day raya, I couldnt sleep for god sake, and i slept at 5am. Woke up ard 9 i think. Kakak was still cooking her kari ayam and sambal udang yg masam tu. haha. And i cooked lemak lodeh. Her kari ayam was nice but sambal udang, woissshh, too much tomato puri. She put 1 small tin of it. Hmm i thought i should tell her to put the bigger one eh? hahaha. Rumah Mak dok was pack with cousins and makciks and pakciks. It was fun, taking pictures together with the anak2 dara. hahah. On the other side, went to rumah nenek and met mami!!! muke tak mandi! hahaha. Nenek's cooking was superb! two thumbs up plus my toes can? haha. POWDERRRFULLL man the nasi minyak! My intention was to eat another round, despite my body weight and peha mcm turkey bacon ni, so I changed my mind. 2nd day of raya went to rumah Nyaii Aton. FUH cousins from Melaka came. I didnt know that we had alot of cousins there. haha. Had fun and oh, rain cats and dogs when we actually wanted to head home. Stucked at the void deck with Bik Jun's family and Bik Ida's. We took photos for awhile and irritating orbs. Gmbr tak lawa. hahah. pictures will be uploaded pretty soon.

Oh and btw, Mr Physical Instructor, bile nak gi jogging lagik ni?? nxt time round, aku yang buat kau nangis pulak. No jogging only, jogging plus swimming kat bedok reservoir ok set go?! haha

Random pictures.

2009-09-13T18:12:00.007+08:00

[Celebrated zan, musa, ct and my birthday, unfortunately, zan was not there. Thanks everyone for the cake]

FUUUUHHH.. Exams are over and here comes HOLIDAY! I'm so excited about the holiday cause I can wake up late! yeah baby. haha. Anyway, had a splendid birthday wishes, birthday gifts and infact birthday *ehem*. And to kakak, terima kasih banyak2 for the sony mp3. I didnt expect that actually. Cause i thought u would buy for me the Kube. Thank u so much! love you many2.

Had an awesome night with him. And it was romantic. Thanks! for the first time i went to Marina barrage. Beautiful place. Had our supper at beach rd and went to mount faber for sight-seeing. da mcm tourists. hahaha. I enjoyed my day really, thank you so much...

Hajat Tam finally tercapai, buke puase di East Coast Park bersame dua diva, *ehem**ehem*, who else but me and sheila. org yg berpuase jek, hajat tercapai. haha. We sat at Big Splash area there. And we went to KFC to buy cheese fries. I cooked for them nasi with ayam masak merah plus secret recipe(ketiak version)

We went to parkway meet Zul and Musa. But then, Zul sesat. We told him to meet at bus stop parkway 7-11. But he's too rajin enough and went to ECP 7-11. Hahah kesian btol kawan ku seorg ni. Met Turi after that! fuuuh lepak at macpherson. Laugh here and there.

Finally got a chance to meet up mak leha, mak tini and mak yanto. Break-fast at Tong Sheng. hmm as usual la, tini was late! haha. kesian diana, she went home ard 8, coz not feeling well, sampai apek nak tercium dia, haiyo. apek da break up ngn nyonya, that's why. Tahan taxi as if sume nak naik gitu, padahal utk diana sorg. hahaha. Then chill ke mama at bugis, accompanied sally to buy shoes, tapi dia pantat gatal, tak beli! haha. and ooohhhhhhhhh, thanks girls!! for the surprise! that was really a surprise, didnt expect them to buy a cute jerry cake. haha. As usual, took pictures! I'll post them soon. hah. Thanks girls, really had fun, and all the laughters. This yr jln raye eh sesame!

Gmbr bermalam bersame ct hoi!

2009-09-09T01:50:00.007+08:00

OOOHHH... last paper for today! I can't wait for it to end. I wanna scream out loud after I finish the paper. hah! oh yeah. Really put my heart and soul to study, and i hope to score well. cheh mcm phm! haha.

And oh THANKS TO TURI, TAM, FAD, ANDIQ AND FARHA for the surprise just now. Woooo, seriously shocked! sampai jantong jatoh ke lantai, npk tk? hahaha.. so they surprised me with chocolate muffin. sedap, sampai melecet!

Anyway, continued study. ffffuuuuh, finally can understand what's Mr Foo teach. haha.

and thanks eh andiq, lagi sikit nak minom minyak masak. Coz he bought soya oil for his mom, then he told me to drink it,"yati, air minom uh, baru nye air", coz he put it in a plastic, so i didnt notice it. then i opened the bottle cap, sekali minyak masak dahhhhh!!! i've been punk-ed. hahahaha..

ALL THE BEST GUYS FOR EXAMS!

anw, thanks people for wishing me birthday, appreciate it alot! senyum2 selalu:DD

ok, time for FLASH BACKs. haha enjoy.

How i wish, we still together like this. (in memories of 2006)

2009-09-04T01:34:00.005+08:00

It's been so long...

my blog is so berabuk. I've thought of changing my blog url to http://www.takpernahupdate.blogspot.com/. hahaha. Been lazy and busy with stuffs. HAHA. as if. hmm anyway, so much had happened in my life. If I blog about it, it would take me forever.

So, now is the fasting month, and it felt like normal day. And fyi, not really into raya for this year. Maybe not buying baju raya. Just wear what I got. or maybe Sari, borrow my neighbour. hahha.

Mummy came to house today, but tak sempat. Thanks to the stupid excursion. Visited SAF open house. And ooohhhh!! saw hartini! finally got a chance. haha. Meet up soon wokay girls?

Rubbish boy. HAHA just for laughs.

Anyway,

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO SITI NOR AIN BTE MD YUSOF.

Moga berbahagia disamping keluarga, moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki!

2009-06-27T15:13:00.003+08:00

R.I.P

Michael Jackson

1958-2009

My Idol since primary school, my dad bought for me his album on my birthday.

2009-06-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

S U R V E Y

1: Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kiss?
- My gorgeous armpit can??

2: How Do You Feel When You Wake Up This Morning?
- Very grumpy so please do not bisturb okay? haha

3: Who Was The Last Person You Took Photo With?
- With the wonderful babes (saliha, shikin n hartini)

4: Would You Consider Youself To Be Spoiled?
- Not at all ( i guess)

5: Would You Ever Donate Blood
- yes of course, i would love to.

6: Have You Had A Bestfriend Who Was The Opposite Sex?
- oh of course!!

7: Do You Want Someone Dead?
- Nope. Never cares.

8: What Does Your Last Msg Says?
- jgn takot la...harmless.. She is sweet and cute..

9: What Are You Thinking Right Now?
- About what Mylo said. HHAHA

10: Do You Wish Someone To Be With You Right Now?
- yeah! my mami please!

11: What Is The Tyme You Went To Bed Last Night?
- 4plus. Couldnt even sleep.

12: Where Did You Buy The T-Shirt You Are Wearing Now?
- never buy, got free. haha

13: Is Someone On Your Mind?
-yeah.. the cat under my void deck... the name is Jemong. so cute and flabby..

14: Who Was The Last Person Who Texted You?
- Mylo of course. hahaha

15: Tag 8 Random People To Do This Survery:
-Saliha, Shikin, Hartini, Turi, Kak Zee, Ina, Fizah aka JANJAN, my SUPERnenek if she got a blog. hahah,

16: Who Is No.2 Having Relationship with?
- with her hamster. HAHHA no la, she is single babeh!

17: Is No.3 A Male Or Female?
- SHE-MALE! hahaha... female lerrr..

18: Is No.4 Single?
- attached but available..hahaha..just kidding. mampos bf dia keje kan aku.hahaha

19: Say Something About No.1:
- crazy girl!

20: Describe No.8:
- My heroine of course! She is the best nenek!!!

2009-06-20T02:51:00.003+08:00

I miss mami.
It's hard for me to say to Mami that I miss her. Usually when we meet, we will call each other MOK(gemok). And we barely said something mushie-mushie stuff. How i wish she is here with us, stay in the same house. Cause i miss her a lot, lot, lot, lot, lots!

To mami, I will never fail to pray for your good health. I will study hard and go to poly, and make you proud cause I know, i never do well in school like kakak does. But I will surely proof it to you cause I really love you alot no matter how apart we are now. Every night I cry to sleep whenever reminds me of you. All these years, you had showered us with lots of love and care. Without you, me, kakak and janjan won't be here right now. All the sacrificed you had made, we won't forget. What you've been through for the past two years, it makes me feel like crying whenever i think abt it. I just want you to come home, back with us. How I wish.... I would be the happiest daughter ever if miracle happens.

Anyway, You're the best Mother!

i know mother's day was already over,hahaha but i miss her so badly. I will always love you mami!.....

2009-05-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

Found these pictures while surfing the internet just now.
It makes me feel better after seeing these. But seriously talking, i want a bapok friend. I want to hear their stories and i want to know how they had been through with their own life. Interesting right?

Gigi da kena gadai (turi's favorite pic)

My IDOL.

Muke mintak simpati.

Queen of the year.

Anyway, just now went to the soccer match in school, 1st year against the 2nd year students.

And 2nd year won!!! wohOOOO! the score was 11-5.

Good job guys.

2009-05-19T20:56:00.002+08:00

My life is great. Definitely. With such wonderful and crazy friends and not forgetting most importantly is my family, around me, life is pretty good and exciting.
Had fun during my weekends, spent time with ITE friends. Went to Tong Seng for lunch, Turi became the "Tong Sampah Girl" for the day. Oh yah met NanaPat, who is sheila and zul's best friend forever. haha. that's why i heard weird voice calling me. haha
Met up the rest at Haji Lane. Afiq the metta boy came with his friend. Good to know that he is doing great.

Sunday went to rumah nenek and tok. Last week we didnt come but not gonna skip it for this week. Watched Kuntilanak with nenek, tok and bijan but Kakak was scared and she baring at mami's room and watch Tamil show. I bet she forced herself to watch it.HAHAH no choice mah.haha

School was a-okay. Had fun laughing all the way. Going to school with Turi everyday will make me gain weight. cause she will always bring burger for breakfast without fail. not one but two for the both of us. Thanks eh. hhaha. bukan turi yg naik badan, aku jugak........

So just live your life, no point dwelling on your problems anyway.
Have fun my friends!

i apologize for my broken english. hehe. i know im not good in english. Please give me a chance to learn. ok? haha

2009-05-14T12:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SALIHA!

May your special day be filled with memories and flowers, friendship and happy hours.
Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring
You're older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Bday!

2009-04-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, certain people wont understand what my life is actually. Infact, everybody doesnt know what i'm going through. Some said that, "eh yati, kau ade freedom eh, senang la kau, mak bapak kau tak kesah." like what the heck? They never thought about other things except for freedom. Like hello, im not living with my mom. me and my siblings have to do things on my own, unlike you who has a mom at home and take care of household chores, and cook for you.

I miss my mami !
I cried day and night, everytime when i pray for her good health.
Oh...how i miss her nagging, beating, kissing and hugging.

Well, im still moving on, as you can see i still have my dad and my siblings.
On the other hand, my younger sister was different this few days. She has always been alone and locked herself up in the room. She's not the Bijan that I've known for 12years anymore. Maybe she had turned ZOMBIE?! haha ok lame.

Anyway, this post does not mean that i need sympathy from anyone, save it for yourself. i know there's alot people suffer worst than I do.
So be HAPPY :D

take these chances and turn it around.

2009-04-06T10:24:00.008+08:00

The past few days, my lovable friends helped me paint the house.

Thanks to them, if not, things wont happen, otherwise me and papa had to finish on our own.

Wonderful families came to our house and bace yassin.

Pakciks helped out to carry things to our house, Zul came to help too. Thanks people.

I feel so empty now. Without Nenek and Tok. And not forgetting Mami. Now im all alone in my new house. Everybody was out to school and work. If nenek and tok were around, I wouldnt feel this way. I really miss them even though it was just few days I moved out. Everytime i woke up it reminds me when nenek was cooking for lunch( when i woke up in the afternoon) and Tok was watching TV. and nenek will always say, "yati, mkn tu prata, Tok kau beli.(although the prata was bought in the morning.hahaha)" After i ate my breakfast,, nenek will always ask to tambah and eat nasi with 4 different dishes. cause she knows that i eat alot. hahaha. She is super cute. Well, Tok will always disturb Fizah with her little busok doll. and that's for real you know. i dont know how she can stand the smell. Oh gosh. I missed those times. 3 months staying with them was fun.

On the bright side, next week school reopen. 2nd year in ITE, will be busy-wonder woman.

and my result was a-okay. but not much different cause the difference between last exam and this one is just 0.257. Need to study real hard. and i mean REALLY-REALLY HARD.

THANKS SHEILA, ZUL, CT, AYIE, FIQ, MAN, ZAN,WAN!

wild wild wet

2009-03-24T15:38:00.003+08:00

Help out for 2009 GRAD NITE.

Anyway, 1 week to go.(moving out)

2009-03-22T13:01:00.004+08:00

Catching up with secondary girlfriends was a blast! We had fun chilling here and there and catch up with our lifes. One talk, everyone wants to talk. Until our bladder cannot tahan anymore.
I told them, " our bladder can hold for 8 hours," but, it couldnt last for 1 hour. hahaha.

Well, Azuan is on his way to China by now. Hope he will have a safe journey.
On the other hand, Derick will be going Batam tomorrow. Hope he will have a safe journey too..
Then me?? im going Bombay for 10 days, 2 nights. ahahah. just for giggles. Turi is busy with her daily work. And i miss her so much. I understand she got work. so we will meet soon ok habibah?

Yesterday met afiq, faiz n kiki. We had our lunch/dinner at Fork & Spoon Toa Payoh.
And afiq was too kind to belanja us Ben N Jerry Ice cream. I told him to buy cheapo ice cream. but well, his own money,no comment.

Anw, i'll be meeting my gila friends soon, (sheila aka salbibah, zul aka Am, ct aka salbiah, fiq aka san, wan aka wan-cawan, ayie aka SRI BTE GALA, zan aka dita von tesse) haha.

Enjoy your holiday ok babes n hunks?

yishun to sembawang park walkathon

2009-02-22T11:39:00.005+08:00

Tell me, how will you feel if your own mother didnt even care about you?

SOmetimes i feel that i need to talk to someone at home about my problems in school and outside school. You know, i envy those who have caring mothers.

Im lucky to have a father who is very responsible and acts like a mother and a father.

I dont need anyone's sympathy cause i know my problems are not worst than the others who are suffering from any illness, for example, people in GAZA and even Africa.

And so, just live your life. think positive baby.

here are the photos that cheers me up. enjoy.

2009-01-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

To Saliha: Blog aku blom tutop lagi. haha. blom declare bankrupt. ade chance untok hidop. hahaha.

Well, it was unexpected to won 3rd in the Floorball Carnival. It was damn fun. Lucky there's no fighting between the girls team. I played really rough and didnt give a damn to other opponents. Accidently jolok someone's butt from behind. hahaha. She was so annoying always followed me and SAP.....kena jolok. haha

for the guys team. This tall guy, i think he's from ite Macp. He was upset with the scores, so he hit the ball and kena this Indian guy's butt. and the indian guy was not satisfied with the tall malay guy. Then second round, they same malay guy find fault with one of my friends. He has attitude problems lah or maybe having PMS.

Yesterday went Mountain Bike course with my class cause our SW lesson always cancelled and Ms Kallista planned this. We all thought just strolling at Pasir Ris Park. Sekali kena the real mountain bike, with the hills and jungles. All jaws dropped down to the ground.

First hill, I fell down cause of the steep and narrow road. And 2nd part, we had to go down the hill. Turi fell down and her slippers flew and went back to Bombay. hahah. She could even baring mcm kat rumah. haha. But pity her. she fell down on a rough surface, full of stones.

Then came the rescuers, Wan and Faris came to help, not helping turi, but helped the bike.

We went through alot of obsticles. but we made it through....It was great.

After the whole thingy, went back to sch to watch soccer match. 2nd yr students with the 1st yr students. Wah, felt like playing but all were guys and no girls. so just sat there and be a water girl.

`Everything changed.

2008-11-28T12:59:00.003+08:00

Hey! Been busy and lazy to post an entry here. And now i have a little time to update.

Sch has been making me go crazy.. This term lesson is like an office hour for us. But luckily, every friday is an off day.

Im not having a good day for the past few days. I felt like i've always wanted to be right. you know that kind of feeling? when ppl say something, you will disagree and say ur own point and make everyone agree to what you want it to be? do you get it?

i dont know how to cure this illness. sometimes, when im walking back home, i will always think what should i do to make it stop. and think good ways. Well. im trying now. Hope it will cure.

Next story, i will be moving out very soon and stay with my grandparents at Chai Chee. While waiting to get a new house, we have to stay with nenek n tok for temporary.

I think it will be a great time staying with them, have more time to spend together. not like last time.

I've been missing out, meeting my Sec sch friends. And i want to apologize for not joining you guys when Shikin's birthday. Im really sorry..n i miss Saliha, hartini , diana and shikin. hope to meet up soon. I will make it up to you babygirls.

Well, school is a boredom. but i still have my crazy friends such as Azuan, Turi, Faiz, Adam, Andiq, Derick and especially Bhuwan. Bhuwan is a Nepal guy in my class. He is very funny and I'll disturb him every single day without fail until he pissed off by me. hahaha

The only girl I can "rapat" is with Tursina Banu bte Abdul Rahim a.k.a Turi. She is the most wonderful and gile2 friend in sch. a cool girl, with the cool attitude. We share and listen to each other, and Im not looking forward to have a fight with her. Oh please NO!

On the other hand, Im missing my bestfriend alot, she's working with her mom at CHangi. hope to get to meet her very soon.

2008-10-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

Get Hari Raya Graphics Here

Selamat Hari Raya kepade semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia.
Maaf zahir dan batin, daripade hujong rambut ke hujong bulu kaki. haha

First day of raya was a-okay. Me and kakak cooked. Kakak cooked sambal tumis udang and kari ayam. While me, my mom helped out with lauk lodeh.

The day before I went to pasar alone since nobody at home to accompany me. A lot of makciks an pakciks there buying ayam for raya. The queue was quite long until tekeluar-ring smpai kat luar. Then there was this makcik n her daughter were queueing behind me, her anak was really irritating. She asked her m0m why she had to buy the ayam here and not somewhere else. and she kept on saying this and that. so cerewet. binget je aku. ikut kan hati dan perasaan da lame aku sumbat kan kaki ayam tu kat mulot die. hahaha.
Anyway,first day raya, went to rumah Mak Dok. And guess what, my family was the first one to reach there. haha first time sey. and we waited for the rest. We did salam-salaman and I have to admit, I almost cried. After rumah Mak Dok, wnt home first then went out again with mami, and visited rumah nenek n tok. Mamu Nor and family were there too. His anak was so cute and always sticked with kakak.
Bla...Bla...Bla. went home at 8++ and had a full stomach and watched Tomb Raider 2.
Total Amount of collection: $108

Have fun people!

2008-09-26T13:48:00.001+08:00

2008-09-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hey babes, I'm back in action. At last, I gave my comp a nice massage and it works! Now im blogging with a smile on my face=D. hahaha. Anyway, so much things had happened nowadays.
Went out with my wonderful people. At home, making some Kuih-Muihs with my gorgeous Kakak and my cute little adik. It was pretty fun although someone is not in my life anymore.
A lot of pictures will be uploaded and I want to apologize for the late post of pictures.
Catch-up things with my ex-ping yians was definitely outrageous but FUN!. I'm quite surprised with the changes that they had made. Absolutely gorgeous.
And not forgetting my outside friends, such as CT.CO. They are fun people to hang out with.
Oh yah, my ITE friends. A little bit ups & downs but I still love them.

Raya is around the corner, I'm not in the mood actually. But seeing my kakak and fizah, they really brighten up my day at home. Thanks!

2008-08-20T09:15:00.001+08:00

im gonna upload pictures pretty soon i guess.
Sorry for the inconvinence people.

2008-07-27T16:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a blust! hung out with Afiq and Faiz. We thought of going to ite Dover and go gig. but ended up we went to Bugis and Toa Payoh.
Met them at Ct Hall. Then we went Bras Basah and accompanied Afiq to buy guitar strings.
We went to Bugis to have our dinner. and went to Toa Payoh for durians. HAHA thanks Faiz for belanja-ing durians and Afiq for paying the Siew-maiS !

Can you feel the pressure?

2008-07-13T15:28:00.004+08:00

Can you believe it, we got C+ for our entreprenuership project? and zul, faiz n hyaidi they got B. They handed up last minute and got B??? Mr Foo said that our projects didnt follow the questions in the book. like what the hell? Exams is on Sep and im trying my best to focus. Anw, OAC members told us about going to Thailand. Hmmm so can i go again?haha. I really want to go. But im lazy. In October i got a marathon. and my team mates are, Bob, Afiq,Turi and me. so i guess i have to train to win. People keep coming and viewing my house but they didnt want to buy. 9 people had came but none of them didnt want to buy. Can someone buy the house quickly? Im dying here!

Schools has been such nice and letting us to go home early. And I had been addicted to watch 1 malay drama on youtube, it is called KAMI. It is about teenage friends and how they overcome their problems. You should watch and learn okay.
Now im waiting for zul to come over to my house and we can go to Afghan, cause Zul wants to cut his gorgeous hair. you know, schools dont allow to keep long hair for guys. Pathetic sey.
And not forgetting, im going to altar my school pants. For god sake, it has been ages since i wanted to do that.I keep on wearing skirt to school, and it is irritating.
Tonight, good movies will be play on TV. gonna come home early to watch.
ok la zul is already on his way to my house. GTG. will update soon okay. take care readers!

2008-07-09T23:04:00.004+08:00

At the Arthouse.Man's band performed.

2008-07-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

A bad news for cat lovers.Apparently someone threw a cat out of the corridor at my block.Gosh! What a pity. pathetic person. Although I don't like cats but animal abuse is a cruel thing to do.Haiya.....

2008-07-01T13:28:00.003+08:00

problems, problems and MORE PROBLEMS. I, myself have no idea how to solve it. I don't know how to start here.

Sometimes I felt, im such a bad friend who can't even understand a friend's feeling or situation. Even my bestfriend said that. I apologized for that stupid attitude of mine. It has been 11 years you're my friend. How can I sit at one corner and just keep quiet?You're my bestfriend, I have to speak up and tell you that you have done the wrong thing. And I dont want to put the blame on your boyfriend for this. For godsake, we have been friends since primary school. I dont want to lose u, my friend. For all what I have done, this is how it ends?Our friendship ruins?that is what you want to see after all?

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seem
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Ten years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall.

__________________________________________________________________

This poem is dedicated to my bestfriend in the world. although she thought i cant understand her feelings, but still she's the wonderful friend.

Im sorry Sheila...

2008-07-01T12:30:00.001+08:00

see the miracle.

ready get set, GO!! haha.

2008-06-22T12:57:00.003+08:00

The rule says ;

- Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question .

- Make it a total of 20 question .

- Tag eight people .

- List them out at the end of this post .

1 . Are you hungry ?
* yeah baby yeah!

2.What colour do you like most ?
* BLACK !

3.What would be the word (1 word) that best describe you ?
*Loud? i guess.

4.Where would you like to go to the most ?
* Sungai RD. hHAHA

5.What/Who do you want most ?
* FOOD. hahah

6.When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do ?
* I would thorw something first then i eat, then i cry. haha

7.What is/are your tresure(s) ?
* Bapa, Mami, Kakak, Ija, nenek, tok, & friends.

8.What do love most about last year (2007)?
* precious moments with friends! went outing with them.

9. What time do you wake up ?
*12pm. fuuuh..it had been a long day. Im still sleepy.

1o.How do you cope with boredom ?
* Sing or maybe talk to myself since nobody wants to talk with me.

11.What is one thing you'll never get tired of ?
* playing soccer of course!

12.What is your ambition ?
* to be an artist.

13.If you have one wish, what would you wish for ?
* wish for happy endings.

14. If you'd be able to be with only one person whom you think is sensible to talk to, who'd be that person ?
* kakak.. she's a good person although she got 'some kind' of attitude but she's okay.

15.What's your worst attitude ?
* anger management.

16.If you were to get stuck inside a movie, which movie will it be ?
* action movie!

17.What do you look forward to in 2008 ?
* get good GPA so nxt yr can take Marine Offshore course.

18.If you were to do one bad thing and get away with it, what would it be ?
* kill her! without any evidence. and after killing that someone, i would cook curry using her meats. MUAHAHAHAHAHA

19.What specifially are you most attracted to the opposite sex ?
* Their smell.

20. Describe your life in one word?
* COOL! hhahah

8 lucky people;
..Ija
..Turi
..Aicha
..Sallyha
..Hartini
..Faiz
..Bapak
..Mami

hahahaah

2008-06-14T11:03:00.006+08:00

Soon im gonna move to a new house which i have no idea where is it

HDB people came to my house for evalutation. And thank god it was finally over. Kakak and Ija were cleaning up since morning till i came home yesterday at 6.45pm. I continued their job and helped them out for awhile since they were too tired.

Hot news! I just got the news from Aicha yesterday morning. Thanks Aicha for telling me that.Lucky I made a move first before getting hurt. JERKS!

finally someone notice how irritating she is. She's creating nuisance stories about us. No one will believe her now. She's alone!! yeah! at last! Turi, kau menang beb!!!

i guess one day she will realise that she's not a good person. Idiot girl.

Holiday is here! yahoooo! but I dont know whether i want to work or just enjoy myself. After I move to a new house i think i'll find a job yah!

2008-06-12T12:30:00.010+08:00

Pictures during the Thailand Trip. I really really really miss the time we spent there.
Sorry for the inconvinence for not updating my entries. Cause I've been very busy with entreprenuership projects and soon gonna be busy with floorball. So yah. Hope you guys enjoy the pictures okay!Tag before you leave.Thanks:))

2008-04-27T15:55:00.001+08:00

2008-03-16T15:34:00.002+08:00

Ouch! The injection i took last friday was still painful. I couldnt do much work lately. Haiyo..
Lucky it was only just one hand unlike Aicha, her two hands needed to be injected. Poor thing.
After the injection i rushed back to Tampines and met my classmates for awhile. Met zul n we proceeded to Sentosa. Ct, Sheila, Zan,Nana n nadiah were at Sentosa since morning. We had so much fun there. 'Akhir nya hajat kite tercapai eh korng!'HAHA.
Yesterday morning, thought of waking up early to help Nadiah with her dancework. But then, bloddy hell came up, i was sick that morning. I forced myself to wake up n met Zul at 11am.
We reached Cathay just on time. Supported nadiah throughout her dance. Cool dance steps.
I rushed and met Aicha,Turi,Derick n Faiz at Ct HAll.
We went to Town n Bugis.While walking, an auntie who was giving flyers tap me on my left hand where i got injected. It was SUPER painful. And it was my turn, i grab aicha's left hand which she a'so got injected.HAAH.Anyway,kept on searching for a dress for our cruise on wednesday. I cant wait. FOund a suitable top for myself, it is a white color top. Turi n aicha bought the same one but different color. We decided to play dress up tml.

Then today, i thought Hafiz, Zamri, Rashid were free. Cause we thought we have a small reunion only for us before im going to thailand. Unfortunately it was cancelled.

2008-03-01T09:50:00.003+08:00

It's really complicated for me. Cause i pity my dearly father cause he has to pay for my thailand trip. I thought i can cancel the ticket, since the teacher in-charge booked the flight ticket so it can't be cancel.
Im over-excited about the thailand trip. And just for the record, i never step on an aeroplane before. HAHA.
Epul was acting differently nowadays. i smell something fishy here. Hmmm...

I pity Turi for what had happened. Cheer up okay girlfriend =)

To all my friends: im sorry for being such an asshole nowdays.

2008-02-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

Turi, Aicha, Ati

That day, Sheila make-over myself and later you'll see the outcome. HAH.
Anyway. last Sunday was our GIRL's DAY OUT. Went out with Turi and Aicha. Esplanade was the place we all wanted to go and after that we went to Town area. Before that, there's was a bazaar at the esplanade. And also not forgetting Uncle Ringo was there too! Ape lagik ade Top Gun! $10 per person, thanks to Turi. She paid for us. Thanks alot girlfriend! Had a great time with them..
I was shocked after i heard about Nyayi. She passed away yesterday....All i can do is pray for her. R.I.P

I didn't go for the audition(musical) this morning,kakak also didn't go for her friendly match...cause me and my family visited arwah nyayi. Mami also came down.
Anyway, I'm going to Thailand soon for the overseas community service for 2 weeks(22March-4April)
I'm not sure if Bapa has enough money for me to go there. Have to pay cash first. see how it goes.

Me and turi

The outcome.HAHAHA. mcm mak2 sioss.

2008-01-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Serious shit! I miss my EPUL alot man! it has been 2 weeks didn't even got a chance to meet him. And on the 26o8o8 was our 3months anni. So yah....He didn't even say anything about it.

"Thanks same to you too..." That's all??

It's okay. I won't say anything and be patience. All my life, i just want to spend time with him. And not even one day, he didn't even spare a thought for me.
It's okay, it's alright..I understand.

Anyway, had a great time studying at Burger King at Raffles Place with Mr Phillip Tan and my classmates. We had a lot of fun after that, playing pool and had our lunch at Far East Plaza.
Thanks Turi for belanje me!!
So thankful to her.
Aicha pierced her eyebrow the other day. And gosh! super cool !!

A shout out to my beloved KAKAK!!

HAPPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY!!

I LOVE YOU, BUT I JUST DON'T WANNA SHOW IT TO YOU. HAHAHA just for laugh ;P

Pernah kah kau peduli

2008-01-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

Hayati aka Ati, Aishah aka Aicha, Tursina aka Turi kasturi

Ite life is really different from secondary school life. And I have to admit, I missed secondary school life. With my classmates..

Basically, my life is okay in ITE. I found new friends. New friends found me. Our friendship went quite well for the two weeks. We had camps you know. I thought in ITE they won't be having any camps for us. But they did. And so, we had fun but not really a great bonding. That part, I was really disappointed. The only three, Aicha, Turi and myself know how it feels to be leftouts.

But we still have fun, only the three of us. We shared a lot of stories together.

I don't know what's happening. Relationship or friendship is more important to them?

Will they spare a thought for us?

I miss my SuperHero shaiful alot!

2007-12-26T09:44:00.000+08:00

Bangra time.

Nothing to do.

Rise and Shine everybody!(just woke up)

2007-12-20T18:16:00.001+08:00

Congratulations to all my friends who passed their N level exams!!

My heart beats faster when my name was called out by Mdm Zainah. It was a shocking news. I didn't expect it to be a good news actually. Tiba-tiba, airmataku megalir dan membasahi pipiku. Cedebah, berbunge lak aku. HAHA. I PASSED MY N-LEVEL EXAMS!!I cried on the spot, infront of a whole lot people. Bogesh came to me and said, "don't cry yati.." Then nadia came along and hugged me. tu yg buat aku lagik nangis. I got promoted to sec5 but I chose to go to ITE instead. Taking a higher nitec courses is what I'm looking rather than taking O's. I called Kakak about my results, she was happy.
'Someone' was bragging, about her results. And she told everyone about it. She expects us to congratulate her. Oh please....over my dead body, right saliha? HAHAHAHA
Pity Hartini and Bogesh, they couldn't take their result slip unless they pay their school fees. After Hartini called her mom, she straight away took her result slip. Bogesh cried and don't know where she went....teros hilang. HAHAHHAA She got promoted to Sec5 too..So as Saliha.... The three of us got promoted but we decided to go to ITE.

went to 7-eleven with Diana and Saliha...Had a little chat with Azurah...
Proceeded to Tampines, and meet Sheila,Sri,Zul,Syafiq,Wan,Acha and Adek.
They were waiting for me and Nana.We all shared our results. And planning which ITE and courses we should take.
And ohh...I've already applied Ite course. by next week thursday 27 Dec - Wednesday 02 Jan..
on the 7 Jan 2008, school starts. Oh god. Pray for me okay?HAHA

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY NADIA!!!
AND
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA!

2007-12-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

2007-12-14T10:54:00.000+08:00

First of all, i got my pay. So will be gettin the next pay hopefully by next week. And i hope i will be getting it soon. yeah.... bought for epul Zippo. He was shocked. I think he thought i can't afford to buy him expensive stuff.
His shocking face really, and i mean really suprised me.

Epul: "Ape bende ni kat dlm? minyak wangi eh?"

Epul: "oh tak tak, frame eh?"

Yati(me): "yelah frame, minyak wangi, sume uh kat dlm"

Epul: "serious?"

Yati: "tak la, actually i kasi taik idong i, i simpan kat dlm botol nak kasi u simpan buat kenangan"

Epul: "Eeeeeeeee, hahaha serious?"

(when he opened it, I could see his wide smile) senyuman yg paling lebar smpai ke telinga. HAHAah

Anyway, I can't wait for tomorrow, friends camp-out at Pasir Ris Park. And nxt week will be having family picnic like we used to have for the past 2-3 years.

2007-12-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

I got a job, and for god sake it was really, really tiring. I started a few days ago and now my legs hurt like crazy. (It's okay) "keje mane yg tak penat kan," that's what most ppl said.And I have to agree. It has been 3 weeks i didn't meet Epul. Maybe tomorrow i'll be taking a day off to meet epul. He went to JB today and will be back at night. Sigh.
Anw, alot of new things I had learn since i started working at SATS Inflight Catering Centre.
Mostly students work there during holidays, and i have to make friends with most mat reps. It was really a nerve-wrecking experience, when you enter a place where most ppl will give you a weird look. It is a simple job yet tiring cause you have to stand up throughout the day. I work afternoon shift, 0300 - 1030....$42 a day, who wouldnt want it right?HAHA

Anyway, I missed the times when I hang out with my friend. Cause we usually meet most of the days and now when me and zul started working. We had to cut down "lepak". Sheeesh..
Well, N results is around the corner. I'm too scared to look at my results.

Tomorrow is hartini's birthday, gosh i really miss school friends.Im sorry cause i cant meet you guys today. Sorry Mimi.
That day i had a little chat with saliha. Alot of stories we shared. and i miss her.

2007-11-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

" I rather go with KAKAK DIANA" that's what she told me. And my heart broke into pieces when my own younger sister said that to me. I know it was my fault. But that does not mean she had to say that. The way she said was so sarcastic.

I'm SORRY.

2007-11-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

Hot by Avril Lavigne

Ah, ah ah
You're so good to me baby, baby

I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever
I'll say it loud
Now you're in, and you can't get out

[Chorus]You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
It's so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby, baby
You're so good to me baby, baby

I can make you feel all better,
just take it in
And I can show you all the places you've never been
And I can make you say everything that you've never said
And I will let you do anything again and again
Now you're in, and you can't get out

[Chorus]

Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go
Ooh, yeah yeah

[Chorus X2]

You're so good

2007-11-03T10:41:00.001+08:00

Friends=)

Mummy was angry cause I've been going out almost everyday with my friends. Siti, Zul, Sheila, Syafiq, Nana, WanTan, Abbas, Izhar. We go out almost everyday, On Monday, went to the Gym with Syafiq,Abbas, Nana and Zul. It was a nerve-wrecking cause that was my first time visited the Gym. I mean, we do go to the gym but only in school. So yah....

The usual us, went to East Coast Park and we slacked till night. Dancing, singing, laughing, that's all we did. But still it was fun.

Tuesday, we didn't go out, I stayed at home for like just one day and on wednesday we went out to ECP,again. HAHAHA this time, we swam there. I didn't bring any Extra undies.. Thanks to Syafiq, he pushed me and I got wet. Most of us didn't bring xtra undies. HAHAHA

We went home with our undies still wet. HAHAHA. It was so uncomfortable.

And oh, I met the 411 students including the unwanted students from 412, Aidil, Aminur.

They were having a class BBQ. And brother bear was there, even KEBABOOM and Wati were there too.

on thursday we met again, actually Nadiah Rabbit and Siti planned to go Sentosa together but we were BANKRUPT so we went to Pasir Ris Park instead. And we waited for Siti to come and we proceeded to Downtown East. It was a shocking news, Sheila got to know that her grandmother was hospitalized. Me, siti, Syafiq, his gf, zul, Linda,sheila rushed to Changi Hospital.

I went there for awhile and had a littile chat with Sheila's nenek.

I rushed back to Tampines to meet Shaiful, he had waited for me for like 1 hour.. He thought of watching movies together but all the movies started late. So he treat me dinner. And he bought for me Spaghetti....It was nice of him. Thanks...

I met my friends again, siti,syafiq,sheila,zul and linda..And i asked Shaiful to tag along. He seemed to be quiet and not comfortable. aiyah first time mah..HAHHA. But he said he was okay.

Oh yah almost forgotten, on Saturday, Syafiq got tickets to visit Terminal 3, they had an open house, so the ones who went there were, me, siti, sheila,zul,wan and syafiq. It was SUPER fun!

After that, we proceeded to Nadia konyong's house.She also had an open house. We were super hungry and we thought of eating at Terminal 1 food court but someone suggested to eat at nadia's house.

Everyday goes out, and I totally forgot which day we went to ECP and Terminal 3. Begini lah nasib diriku yang malang..Oh tuhan....Cheh...tak pasal2 eh.

Now im kinda miss school friends, Saliha,hartini mimi and Bogesh a.k.a Aagesh.

2007-10-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

East meets West again. Yeah. and now i got to meet my old pals again. SHAFIQ!!my Kindergarten friend!OMG! Okay i was excited cause we separated after we graduated Kindergarten and it was 10 years ago. Wooow... 10 years later hah..we met..What a small world, Shafiq is Zul's primary school friend.And he asked Shafiq to come along with us for jalan raya.
He did brought along another friend, WanTan. That's his nick name.
Okay, met AKAK siti at her house. Her mom cooked Mee Soto. Sorry didn't get to finish it cause pakai baju kurung lah, leceh.HAHAH. Anyway, nadiah rabbit and her friends came. We proceeded to Teban, and for god sake, we, the east side ppl didn't really know where we were.
After Teban, went to East Side, took train from JURONG WEST MRT. Yeah.HAHAHA And Nadia's house was the first house cause her sister, Ain wanted to come along with us. And oh, forget to mention, before went to East Side, in the train, there was one guy wore red tshirt talked to himself and he seemed to have a ' mental illness' or something bcause he shout and screamed to himself."HANDCUFF!!","MATI!"....I think he's under depression, and need to seek for help. HAHAHA and WanTan kept on laughing non- stop and said that the chinese guy was Siti's member.
we made fun of it.
so, moving on to my house after Nadia's. It was raining CATS & DOGS but we still continue our journey to Zul's house. Nadiah Rabbit, Syimah and Aelfira went home..
On the way to Sheila's house, siti, Zul and myself were left behind cause there was an injury with Sit's leg. HAHHA, and ohh....Siti's high heels stucked to the pathway, me and Zul were the ones who helped her to get it out. AHAHAHA kekek gile..On the way to Nana's house, WanTan headed home cause his DAD MISSES HIM.HAHAHA... At nana's house, her mom was super duper funny and gerek uh! Her family is supporting and they actually treat us like their family. And the worst thing was, Nana's brother, Amal, i think, he's 17 years old. He came out of the room cause Nana's mom asked to, and he expected us to salam him...siti did salam him, but she didn't know that Nana's brother is 17yrs old. After Siti found out his younger than siti, we seriously laughed our ass off...seriously....kekek gile..HAHHAAHHA..
Then, we headed back home.Shafiq went home first then Nadia and Ain...Siti, zul, sheila and myself planning and curious how Siti would go home cause last train would be at 11.35-11.40pm, and there was not enough time for Siti to walk to Mrt station.Siti took cab home.

He is my Kindergarten friend.since 6 years old.Lost contact for 10 years and now we met.HAHA

2007-10-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

I got it from my MAMA.
Second Day OF Raya
I called her 'Bijan'

2007-10-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

This year's hari raya was pretty weird actually.

As a family, we usually 'salam' my parents and this year we did not do that anymore cause of 'something'(some people know why)
We supposed to go Nyaii's house first then we went to nenek's but we went to nenek's house first instead.
And I was quite suprised that this year I got Hari Raya collection more than the previous years
On Friday night, I spent the whole night polishing an old thingy which I do not know what people called. But still, unbelievable.

But I did enjoy my day. Will be posting some Hari raya pictures ASAP. And to all my FANS out there, Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir dan batin, semue kesalahan korg, aku telah pon maafkan.hahahahaha. Just for laugh=) Ok enjoy your holiday friends!

2007-10-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

Breaking fast with friends is definitely fun.
On monday, buka-ing with Siti, Zul, Sheila and Nana. Something had happened and thank god it did not affect our mood for that day. Yeh and that day was Nana's burpday! HAPPY BELATED 16th BURPDAY!Siti bought for us, sushi, and donuts. It was SUPER nice. Including her. HAHA. Anyway, went to Simei and sat under the void deck and waited for Maghrib. While waiting me and Zul on the radio on my MP4. Zul and siti planned to put wasabe inside one of the sushi. You know how wasabe taste right?YUCKS! but, SUPER SITI LOVES WASABE.HAHA. Amazing...
And guess what?I was the one who ate one of thos sushi with WASABE!What the fish?
I almost puked okay.HAHA.that time aku kene bile kat Seoul Garden. Siot.
HAHA
By the time around 7+, Nana came down and we did SABO her rabak2. She didnt bring anything thing, even extra clothes. We used tepong and coke to sabo her. lari lintang pukang sey kite bile dia kene tepong. takot lah kene sabo.HAHA
ok then went to Sheila's house and I helped them to dye their hair. And WAHLAH.It turned out wonderfully. Nice natural brown color. Headed home at around 10 plus.

Yesterday, Break-Fast with my girlfriends, Saliha,Hartini and Diana at Beach RD. I was the one who always will be early when it comes to meet them.
I guess the pakciks there seriously need to go for training and learn how to serve people.
Met Zan, Fiqah and their friends.While walking to a stall with Saliha. "OI" I shouted at them, and guess who response?Saliha.
HAHAH. Seriously, Saliha was the one who shouted back.HAHAHA guess she was shocked.HAHA kekek la kau leha.
Who said, did not want to go to Geylang. and we ended up went there.
Took bus 7 and lots of people, we had to stand near the stairs. There were 3 so called pakciks on his handphone and tuned on radio RIA, and made it loudspeaker. Lagu raya pulak keluar. And I told them while singing, i was making a videoclip, i guess they were not the only one watching me, there was a taxi and there's passengers inside watched how my reactions. It was an embarrassing moment. HAHA
Reached Geylang early at around 8pm.
They bought ayam percik, THANKS. And we ate under the void deck. Just the 4 of us.
Walked again at the Bazaar Geylang and headed home at around 11.

2007-10-08T12:18:00.000+08:00

I dyed my hair, Reddish-Brown and soon im gonna dye the whole head RED!

2007-10-08T10:40:00.000+08:00

Finally the chance of meeting Siti and the gangs had came. Siti, Sheila, Nana and myself went to Plaza Singapura for the rap competition and met Awie and Rasul. Guess what?We reached there at 12pm. And guess what time Awie and Rasul came?Around 1+. But we did have fun while waiting.

The Rap Competition started at 3pm. What the fish? Actually while watching the contestants do their rapping, I thought it was similar to the MTV tv shows called 'Wilding Out'. Something like that yeh.Mostly, the contestants used vulgar words and even critized one of the judges who's a big size. Man, they blew them off. The crowds goes ROAR you see. And there was one guy couldnt remember his lyrics or words, and the crowds goes,"CHOKE!CHOKE!CHOKE!"

The guy looked more nervous and stopped for a moment. It was a pity. He called himself a NERD.

Anyway moving on. Nadia and Gee came at about 4pm. Got the chance to meet SLEEQ and took pictures of them. But I insisted of taking the pictures for Sheila and Nadia rabbit.

Sheila and Nana went home.

Thought of meeting Shaiful at the Esplanade but friends wanted to go Geylang instead. We did go to Geylang. Met Nana and her friends there at Paya Lebar. So, we proceeded to McDonalds' for breaking fast. It was DAMN pack. All seats were occupied. We just sat infront of the McDonalds' and sat at the staircase.

The bazaar was seriously crowded of course. And that was on Saturday. Awie and Rasul went to Tanjong katong Complex to meet the SLEEQ again. They had a performance there.

Awie wanted to buy her Hari raya shoes. I told her to buy high heels and she ignored me. HAHA!

So, Awie and Rasul met us somewhere, and Gee's friends joined us with Nana's gang.

Met Sheila again, she came down to Paya Lebar joining us. Total people was 16-18 people.

Anyway, went to City Plaza and Siti and Nadia rabbit headed home. As for me, Nadia Konyong and Sheila followed Gee to buy something at TKC and we bumped into Shariff from one of the SLEEQ and Imran Ajmain. He said 'HEY' to us and we said 'HEY' back. Finally he knew us. HAHA! We went home around 10+ and in the MRT, saw Sadiq and Faiq.

2007-10-04T15:01:00.000+08:00

The day I'm hoping for is here! N level has over and yesterday would be the last and final day I'll be in Ping Yi Sec. Yeah, and will be waiting till 17 December for the result. Yesterday had art and maths paper. Art paper was a disaster for me and i regret using crayons for my final design. As for maths, same thing came out, infact similar to what Miss Huang had taught us. But, I doubt i pass the paper. Well, who knows, just have to wait. After the whole thingy, Saliha just got to know that her aunt passed away. She almost cried. Perhaps GOD loves her aunt alot yah. I told Saliha, whatever happens, I'll be by her side, God-willing.
I just pray to GOD that Saliha's ok and for her late aunt too.

Anyway, back at home at around 5+, thought of buka-ing luar with Sheila,Zul and Nana. It was cancelled. We met after break fast. So ya, met Nana and Zul at 8pm at Afghan. We were confused whether to buy Revlon or Garnier for dying our hair. And we bought Garnier instead.
We went to Sheila's house and proceeded on our hair. Cheh baru abis skola teros da dye rambut. ha ha! We bought reddish brown color. At first I thought of dying just the front part, they insisted on dying the whole head, they wrapped my hair with alumium foil, i looked like a freak!
Seriously, it was ridiculous. Waited for half an hour.After washing up my hair went down stairs and sat under the void deck, just for your info, i ain't a minah. ha ha!

Mom ask me whether I want to follow her and Nenek to Kubor. It has been ages since I went there. Actually just a year a go I went there bcause of my dearly Aunt.

2007-10-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be the VERY LAST day of my SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
N level will be over by tomorrow, and by 3.30pm, i'll scream my lungs out and make sure you hear them. HA ha!Anyway, seriously, i will be missing the 4 years I've been through. The sadness, happiness, joyness. I mean, me and my friends went through alot of things together. And I really hope someday it will be the same. With the same people. For now, I think we shall enjoy and spend time together. And make this the most happening last day ever. I will always miss the times.Saliha and Hartini are the ones bring laughter to my school life. Without them, school will be meaningles.ha ha!Thanks girls!

Futhermore, my dad wanted to buy white baju kurung for this year. So, I have to cancel the plan that I actually wanted to buy a maroon baju kebaya. it's ok, as long as I get to celebrate with both mami and bapak.

Met Nenek yesterday in the bus. I was shocked at first. Ha haha!finally after 2 years schooling at Chai Chee and finally got to see my Nenek. Nenek is the apple of my eye. She has been very caring and loving. She's like my SUPERWOMAN you see. I can't thank enough for what she has done to me and my sisters. I really do love her so much and someday I want to repay her kindness. She was the one who look after me and kakak since we were in our diapers.
Thanks Nenek! I f you're reading this nenek, pls tag me ok.hahahahah!

2007-09-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

Pictures At Seoul Garden & Under the void deck

Buka Puasa di Simpang Bedok

2007-09-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

5 more days to go for N levels! FREEDOM!yeah. hahaha. it is just the beginning=)

Saliha KUIH didn't come to school. haiyah, 'few more days only leha.'
School was absolutely normal as usual, but a little bit boring without Saliha KUIH's laughter.
Hartini, Bogesh and myself had a conversation about this coming raya and many stories we shared. And bloody Hartini showed us a video that really made us scream our lungs out.
In the first place, I knew what she wanted to show me cause she said, focus on the chair. Sekali a ghost appeared out of nowhere. Bogesh was going to drop hartini's hp actually.

Okay, back at home. And I received a phone call from someone that I did not expect to call me. Guess who it is?

It was RASHID!!!!!!My long LOST friend. i mean best friend. Oh my...Oh my...It has been ages since he last call me. It has also been 1 month plus I didn't see him. after hearing his voice, it was a sign of relieve. yah....
Unfortunately, kakak needed my help in the kitchen. I hung up the phone then, thought kakak really needed my help, but then, she didn't it anyway. I was pissed off by her reaction. Finally i got the chance to talk to Rashid, and now it's like somebody stopping me.
Nevermind.....After all, not only today i can actually talk to him. There's still tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. Oh maybe next year? Oh gosh.

I miss Siti, Sheila, Hafiz, Zamri, Haikel and Zul.

2007-09-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

After listening to the song by Daddy Yankee Feat Fergie, Impacto, it makes my butt want to move to the beat. You know, dance. I feel like going up to the stage and perform. And join in the professional dancers. hahaha. Yah right.

Anyway, just now was a happy moment. Finally got to speak to my mami. She's finally waking up when it is time for break fast. It has been a long time since we had a nice family get-together except for bapak, unlike you guys out there who have a full family, but still, I appreciate every moment we spent together. I don't understand, why certain people, they have everything you know. I mean not everything la. What I mean is, a family bonding, a family day out, a family's love. And yet, they are acting as if their parents don't love them. It really irritates me. It is not that I'm showing off that I have problems, but each and every family has their own family matters. But doesn't mean they don't love you. Right? So, we have to appreciate everything that GOD gives us. Even our looks that aren't perfect. Who cares anyway? Infact, sincerity, caring, loving come from the bottom of your heart. Okay why am i getting so serious? Sorry for being too carried away.

So yah....That is my point of view.

Anyway, seeing my mom really makes me cry. Seriously. It is a sad thing to see your own mother suffering. I'm sorry Mami.......I'm very very sorry for not being a good daughter..

2007-09-06T10:04:00.000+08:00

Well look at the clock, it is 10.12am. Today, it is a sad day for me of course. I shouldn't be happy about it, you see. Mami and bapa should be at the court by now. Kakak, fizah and me are not following them to the court. Soon our family is going to be separated. I'm gonna miss every memories we shared together. I have made up my mind. I'll be following Bapa. Bapa says, if the divorce is done by today, we will have to find a new house soon enough.
I pray to GOD everything's going to be fine. Hope so.

I need Rashid. Where is him when I need him? Since he's back with his girlfriend, everything has changed. He's avoiding me. He hates me. I don't know. Girlfriend is important than friends. "up to you Rashid, as long as you know which is the way that led you to happiness, I'm happy for you."

On the other hand, I will like to share the HAPPY moments with my friends. Whether school friends or outside friends, they are just adorable. N level eneded yesterday, BUT will continue back in October. I have to admit, MOST of the papers I didn't study. I treat this exam just like common test. Siowww right?haha. Well what can I say. I just have to use my general knowledge then. Saliha, Hartini and my self had a talk the other day about us going to Sec 5. This is when the part we are stucked with. I could see in Saliha's and Hartini's eyes, they really want to go to Sec 5 and take O levels. Although my heart says 50-50, they shouldn't let the chance go. I'm very sure they can make. They are the ones who pushed me to go to remedial. Their supports and motivation really encouraged me. So, I just want to say, I'm not stopping you girls to go to Sec 5. It doesn't matter if there's me or not, you should achieve what you want ok. Promise me?

Siti treat us Seoul Garden at tampines Mall. YUm yum. That was my first visit and also for the rest okay.hahaha. Sheila, Zul, Nana, Me, Siti and Nadia rabbit were there. One person cost $17.99. might as well make it $18 right. Gong gong.
Anyway, after we settled with the payment, people surrounding kept looking at us as if we were clowns.
Zul, Shiela, Nana and me made the first move to take all the foods. And followed by Nadia and Siti. ME and Zul took a lot of prawns and chickens. Even fishballs, crabsticks and hotdogs.
There was one guy, the waiter, he made an unacceptable face expression and looked at us as if we were still kiddos and pretend to be fierce while taking the plates. ANd when he walked away, he laughed at us. What the fish?Are we clowns or something?
After we finished the whole lot of foods, me and Zul took Ice Kacang that we made ourselves. My ice kacang was not sweet enough. ANd i could not finish it. Next up, we had ice creams although we were full, ice creams a day keeps the stressful away. Yeah.
We started eating at 6pm and finished at 8pm. We took 2 hours just to eat?haha
Anyway, we just cooling ourselves down at sat under a void deck near tampines mall and also near my block. We took pictures, mcm bangla. Then, came out a group of Mat Reps.hahaha
"Amek gambar ke?"-One of the Mat rep shouted.
"A'ah la" i shouted back. What do expect when there's a camera infront of you, of course taking pictures then what? Watch tv? Typical Mat reps.
It was fun though. Thanks Siti for the memories!And of course the food!

2007-09-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Siti's Advanced Birthday with the BANGLO NEX TO JOJOL company. It was fun! It started a little bit boring, but it ended with full of laughter.
I met Siti and Nadia rabbit at the Pasir Ris Mrt around 1.30pm. I was supposed to meet them at 1pm. Sorry hor. Got some technical problem. Anyway, I bought a Mr Bean's Teddy Bear for Siti's birthday. That's all I could afford. I promise to you, including my whole lot of friends out there, when I find a comfortable job, surely I treat something for you guys. Okay?God's willing.
Back to the story. The three of us went to Hafiz blk. While waiting for Hafiz the three of us ate Nasi Goreng that Nadia brought along. And not forgetting, there was a wedding ceremony under the void deck where the bride and groom were surrounded by motorbikers, it was SUPER COOL. Hafiz came down after that. Well, hafiz didn't seem excited. Nevermind, maybe he was grumpy when he just woke up. So, waited for Zamri, yg mandi bunga. At last he came down around 4+. We proceeded to Downtown East Macdonald's. There, we found a new friend, name Aidil. That is Zamri's old friend. He's ok. Friendly too. I guess.hahaha. Anyway, Siti was impatient about the cake. And so, Siti cut the cake. But before that, we couldnt light the candles caused of the wind. So, just cut the cake and Siti kene SABO!!that was the fun part. YEAH! Zamri pon kene, with all his'janggot2 sume kene cake.'hahahahaha. Waited for Haikel to come. And finally, he came at around 7+. Wow, terrible man, waited for many people.ahah.

Anyway, went to pasir ris park, and saw Nana, sheila's friend, with his brother. Oh my GOD. Sheila and Zul were there too..co-incidence lah. hahahah.Jojol's company agreed on the combination. So, Sheila and Zul joined us. Full house bebeh!It was quite fast that both companies actually could interact with one another. That's great. Siti and Sheila got to know each other. And there was still leftovers(cake) for Haikel. So, it happened to be a SABO time again. And we did sabo siti until she ran to..don't know where. hahahaha.
Then, Sheila sabo me. The rest sabo each other. Me, Hafiz, Zamri,Aidil planned to sabo haikel. And I did sabo haikel on his chicks. He took a whole lot of cake and chased me. He ran like a cheeta you know. My whole body was full of chocolate and cream cake. It smell like 'baby muntah'. Thanks to the guys. plan nak buat tapi tak buat. last2 aku yg kene. bloody monkey.
Lastly, I did sabo Nadia rabbit.hahahah. kekek.
Siti, Nadia and myself took a shower for awhile. Let the boys wait for us. hahaha. Lucky I brought Xtra clothes.

We headed back to Hafiz's blok. Zan tagged along, one of sheila's friend. Sampai tak cukop tempat dudok sey. haha. Siti and Nadia went home first. Sorry for not going home with you girls eh.
Left us. Haikel and I spa together. I won the match. Hafiz recorded the video. It was very very very very funny cause both of us sembarang nye tumbok.hah.
Went home wtih Sheila, Zul and Zan. Zamri and Aidil walked with us to the bus stop.

Something happened, it was an appaling news for me.

2007-08-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

My hair is a disaster!

2007-08-27T17:40:00.000+08:00

Last weekends were such a blast!Seriously. Saturday went to Changi Beach with Siti, Nadia(rabbit) and gee. Me and siti thought of swimming but we ended up eating MEE SOTO.yum yum. And we visited Suntec City to watch Aisyah, gee's friend dance. It was a competition and oh yah, they danced very well. it was like seeing a professional dancers dance infront of you. Wowo, really gorgeous. We had a great laugh!It was fun! With siti's kecohness,gee's mepekness, rabbit's laughter. hahahha.

Yesterday went out with them again, except rabbit didn't tag along. Nadia came along with us, including Qalifah. Gee's birthday was yesterday!HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GEE! Nadia bought her a cake. We celebrated her birthday at the Esplanade of course. We proceeded to VivoCity to fetch Siti monkey from work.Mcm bangla la kite ketawe2 non-stop.hahahah. Then Qal and Siti shouted BOOM at a group of chinese students. And they replied back and shouted BOOM too. I was speechless and all i could do was laugh. seriously it was damn funny. It was around 8+. We headed home cause the next day we have schools going on and Siti needs to rest. She must be tiring. Anw, before walking down to the esclator, there was a couple, BANGLA, one of the guy FARTED. And both Qal and siti thought it was me. We started laughing like hell. On the bus,, Qal on Hindustan's songs and all the BANGLAS tompang gembira and sing along.hahaha.FULL OF LAUGHTER.

Today at school, only left two survival. Me and Hartini. Thanks to Saliha and Yogesh for not coming to school. Hahahaha. just joking. Well, someone had a new hair cut. And not forgetting im getting a new haircut SOON!

It had been a long time since we took pictures together.

Monkey!& bangla!

Bangla!

Qalifah!lobang hidung mu tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku.muahahaha

I see your true colors, shining through.Caught on tape.hahah.

2007-08-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

It was a shocking moment. Imagine, someone, and i meant a stranger, sniffed a gum infront of you and your friends. Guess what?That happened today. YES today. Saliha, Hartini and myself witnessed the crime scene. Saliha insisted to call the police and I helped type no. "999" on Hartini's mobile. Da mcm aku nye handphone gitu.hahha. We were afaraid that the stranger would be following us. You know right what will guys do when they are at their "steam" mood. And there we were, luckily there were 3 Amahs behind us. But these 3 donkeys did not even bother lah!ape nye amah!balek cuci pinggan mangkok je!

Got back prelim papers. It was terribly done. Obviously, I didn't even bother to study.hahaha. Maybe my friends do bother. Anyway, got back english, malay,science(physics & chemistry) and maths. I passed my compo paper. And it was 'cukup2 makan nye marks'. As for my science, don't bother to ask.
Malay papers sucked! A lot!How come I could fail my paper1 ,thanks to the marker!
Maths pon cukop2 makan. got 50/100.Feeyyuuhhh...

Waiting for other papers to receive. And of course this time, i'll promise you, it will be worse, I tell you!Worse!Believe me for god sake. For all my dearie friends, do your best when N level comes. Like what Ms Goh Layna had said, this is the last lap, try to sprint fast as you could and finished it.Yeah I know you girls can do it!

Oh my god, only left less than 2 weeks for Nlevel. All the best you friends out there!
And oh, I'll be posting photos of this year's memories. Soon, all the loveable memories will only kept in my own memory box. Ohhhh.... how I wish all the things will be back to normal. My parents getting divorce soon. How sad it is. And it will be held on Sept holiday, my N levels and my very own Sweet sixteen birthday. All I can do is to pray to GOD, everything will be fine. How I wish......Ok, I'll stop here, before I starts crying.

National Day Celebration(080907)

The light of my life.

See the HAPPY faces(this was taken during our happy moment)

The Happy FOUR

My very own Mami!I love her so much!

I always need a time on my own'

2007-08-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

Prelim was finally over. And NEXT, we have N levels.
Ok, yesterday went out with my dearest Siti. We accompanied each other to distress ourselves. And futhermore we had a great swim at the beach. The weather wasn't really friendly you know. Past few days were raining. it was nice though. With her around, problems are ready to solve. ha ha!Anyway, met her at bedok int. as per normal at 12.30pm. I heard wrongly and thought we were supposed to meet up at 11am. It took 2 hours or more than that, to swim. hah. badak berendam la. Ape lagi bangla uh.!ahahaha Hafiz tried to cancel our plan after the ecp. We thought we asked Gee to come along with us. And so, she did. She said she got a problem but she didn't cancel our plan. We thought of meeting at tampines. And hafiz called up and said budak2 tunggu kite. So, we went to pasir ris. We WALKED FROM TAMPINES TO PASIR RIS. It was pretty tiring but still we had a great time walking. Gee finally came down and we played basketball instead of soccer. Finally Si Sumpah and zamri came down at around 10 plus. Siti and gee went home and didnt thon with us. Haikel and zamri busy discussing about they doing parkour and yamakashi all that stuff boys do. Haikel with his lap top all the time and YES! the battery was weak!haaha padan muke korng. Ended up charged at hafiz's house. What the fish. I went home at 7 in the morning.

On Friday, it was girls' day out!yeah. Full house lor! Me, siti, peijun, nadia(rabbit),nadia(konyong),gee and squarehead. Went out to watch fireworks together. And it was awesome! definitely awesome. It was crowded, really. It started at 9pm and was crowded at 7pm already. Luckily we had a nice spot first. But ended up, ppl surrounding us kept standing. Felt like chopping those legs. Typical Singaporeans, Kan-cong ppl gets on my nerves. We still had fun though.Great laugh, great excitement, great entertainment!

2007-07-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

Candle light dinner under the void deck.

People meet Chuckie, Chuckie meet people

Hafiz said we looked like lesbians.

I should be updating cause there's a lot of stories I have to tell.

Last Saturday went out to meet the jojol's company. I thought of playing soccer at the field but thanks to the rain, it was cancelled.

As always Siti was in her 'hyper' mode and she couldn't stop making me laugh. Thanks Siti for the noodle cup.haha!

Finally we took pictures. But it was not that many. Damn!that bloody NOKIA3250, the joystick sucks okay! If not a lot of pictures can be taken in one day. Haizz.

On sunday, dad, kakak and ija and of course me, went to the courts. Dad was planning to buy flat-screen tv. And he really bought it.herm maybe on this Saturday the tv will arrive la eh. entah jalan kaki agak nye.hahaha.

School is getting more and more worse. Every week, teachers in each subject must announce for test or mock exams. It really irritates me. School is getting on my nerves lately. Haiyah only for 2 months right. I have to bare the pain.ARGHHHH. After N levels, ape lagi BANGLA la. Hurray2..Can't wait for that moment. Surely, i will be missing Secondary school lifes. Full of happiness, some sadness moment. It is sad. Hey friends, remember after n levels we should keep in contact with one another alright?

I let GOD to decide whether I'll be taking O levels next yr[cheh bole gitu eh yati, padahal aku nye future sendiri]. Isy, isy, isy.

Anyway, just now i had an art lessons until 5pm. Finally, I finished my final art coursework. Only left the prepwork. I brought home my canvas to do some touch-up. Thanks to Hartini who helped out for the outlining.

Hartini helped Saliha in her art work in class just now. Both of them felt like they were 'orang kampong' sitting on the floor, sewing the beads. hahahah mcm BANGLA sey. Ended up I gave them a hand. hahaha

Haish. We laughed all the way , until we were too tired and felt as if we were an old woman. hahaha. Imagining how we will be in 50 years time.hahahaa

PRELIM IS AROUND THE CORNER!

2007-07-28T10:35:00.000+08:00

Finally I bought my things. [skeleton belt, a black bag, boxers]Thanks to the laughter club members, Sheila and Zul for accompanying me to Beach Rd and Bugis to buy them. Sheila bought new purplish-chocolish jeans. It costs $30. She was in dilema yesterday. Didn't know whether she wanted to buy jeans or skirt. Ended up she bought jeans instead. We had a great laugh yesterday. Thanks you guys!

Anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RASHID!

I'm sad and disappointed that he has changed. Now, his top priority is his girlfriend. Well, what can i say right?I'm only his bestfriend.He rather celebrate his birthday with his gf than his friends. When it comes to this, i'm speechless and i'm sucks when it comes to friendship. Sometimes, it makes me cry when i think about it. He doesn't know how much I missed him, it is really uncountable okay.
I just hope he's okay whether or not im still is bestfriend. My happiness is to see my friend happy.

2007-07-23T20:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEARLY MOM AND MY ADIK,FIZAH!!

I had not been updating my blog bcause I know that many ppl won't bother to visit my blog.haha. Anyway, a lot of things had happened in these days. It seems that I'm not strong enough to face it. Nevermind. Anyway, last Saturaday I went to the Cathay with my mom and my sisters. And we watched "Harry Potter". Actually I'm not a big fan of harry. I don't get it why many people like it very much. No offence. It was great when I spent time with my family except for my dad. It's a sad thing that my family isn't unite like other families. Life is not perfect right? On Sunday, got the chance to meet the jojols' company. hahahhaa. They made me laughed all the way till at home. Seriously, it had been a long long long time since we last met you know. So we were like missing each other so much until we had so much stories to talk about. And many stories we shared. It was definitely fun. Except we were missing one person. And that is RASHID. I don't know what's happen to him. I just hope that he is okay. No matter what we are still friends okay RASHID. Btw, I miss your mepek-ness seriously. But, it won't be like last time since you have changed and don't know where you have gone. Anw, Zamri came down to join us so as his girlfriend, Amy.We played soccer as usual. Oh and yah, haikel came down too. I miss him so much. Siti had been a joker always. She and her non-stop jokes. Can make me pee on my pants. hahaa. Guess what? I wore shorts and only tshirts. Sakai betol. hahahah.

After all the fun day's over, we went home early.

Today, school is getting more and more boring. I can't stop thinking of quiting school. As if there is something whispering through my ears and said,"give la yati." It's pretty weird. All i want to do is to have fun with friends. hahaha especially when there's saliha, hartini and bogesh around. hahaha.
They are the ones, full of mepek-ness and madness. All we do is eat,eat,and eat,hahahaha.
Btw, after school, nadia and me went to Nanyang Poly to help out in acting. It is a complicated and yet simple scene. Nadia's cousin needed Nadia's help to act as Samantha. Nadia thought she wasn't ready and yet she asked me instead. I know that she actually can do it because she is quite a fast learner. So, final decisions, I acted as Samantha who supposed to be a "bitchy" type. It was a challenging scene because I'm not a bitchy type of person, right?hahaha. And I had to act with this cute guy who looks like one of my friend, Tempeh except for his dimples. He kept on laughing when we stucked. I wasn't good enough and kept on forgetting my lines.

Anw, you want to know what's the line I supposed to said.
Here it goes:

Samantha: It's just my opinion, take it or leave it. Your piece is SOOOOOOO over sentimental. It makes me want to poke myself in the eyes. You write as if you are trying to impress someone, but it's not working.

Randal:.............

Samantha: Oh, my heart bleeds for you. Life is not perfect. So you just get over yourself.

Randal:....................

Samantha: Well, maybe you should read it again. For sure it is better than yours.

Last scene, "randal" and me had to act as if we were fighting with each other. And so, we did, but we laughed at a few part because it was funny looking at his cute face.hahahaha. And finally it ended.
Nadia and me went to Mcdonalds' at NYP. The meal over there was cheap. McSpicy meal only cost $4.40. Wow. next time wanna eat cheap food, go there okay.hahahaha. And guess who we met? Hafizah ex-ping yian. She chatted with us for few minutes and she was apalled and surprised why we were in her school. Wecky sey. hahahah
THANKS NADIA FOR THE MEAL!

2007-07-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

I miss his mepek-ness=<

The two people that never fail to put a smile on my face. Thanks eh korng=)

Her laughter is my strength=D

And not forgetting, i miss this good friend of mine.

I had been holding back my tears lately. A group of friends never fail to cheer me up with their jokes. Now, I'm used to have friends around me. And i couldnt live without them beside me, laughing together in school. I'll cherish all the good memories inside my head. And locked it up. My prelim english oral is finally over. Except for malay. After my mid-year malay oral, i started getting goosebumps whenever i heard oral is coming up. This coming Friday is my Nlevel oral. I've been praying to GOD so that I have the courage and strength while facing the examiners.

Why am i getting so serious?
Okay.....On last sunday i actually went to Bukit Panjang with my dearie Siti, for the Anugerah Roadshow. Sanggup eh aku?hahaha. Well actually I'm really not a BIG FAN or something, alah saje je nak tompang gembira.

To Saliha Bte Abdul Rahman: Baru kau nak tau tag aku?wah...selame ni eh...kau dlm diam2 tak tag aku..sabar je aku..kalau boleh aku nak...........
aku nak.........
aku nak........

kentot kat kau.hahahaha...

*just for giggles-googles=>

Dear someone,
i miss you alot. And i really mean it. How i wish we could be the same as what we used to. Since we don't talk to each other that much, doesnt mean i totally forget you.

All the sweetiest and unforgetable memories, it will be in my heart as always. Thank GOD that i had chance to meet and get to know you. How greatful it was, knowing tat you were here by my side. After someone stepped into our lifes, it had changed. and just so you know, i don't blame that someone. I'm happy for you. No matter what, i will be here,infact, beside you all the time. If you need me, I'll always give you my fullest attention to you. God's willing.

2007-06-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes changes is a good thing right?And we have to accept the changes that had been done and the fact that it had actually happened. What I'm going through now, is what I expected earlier. And now it happens, I'm not strong enough to face all the difficult situation. Well, I have no choice. I understand that they want to find happiness for themselves. I'm as their own child will always love them forever. I'll cherish all the good memories. I don't want them to suffer. Seeing them suffer, is killing me. Everytime I hear their voices, it reminds me of the time when we spent time together happily just the only us, family. Haish.....I just want that memories to continue till forever. But, it won't happen anymore. Cause they had made their final decisions.

We will always love you!MOM&DAD

2007-06-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

Oh yah totally forgot. On the Friday, for the first time, went out with the only and truly a virgin. hahahahah [just joking alright], HARTINI! Saliha didnt tag along because she accompanied her mom to BAtam..Is that a correct sentence? Saliha sent her mom to Batam. Yeah.
Anyway, went to Bras Basah Complex which is not really a complex, it is a HDB flat.hahaha..okay. Doesnt reAlly matters.
Hokey, after buying stuff, we went to the Esplanade and saw two monkeys shouting, HAYATI from far! Guess who??Rika and Nabila!ahahahaha. it is just a joke okay girls. Sorry.
Terkejut sampai terkencet dibuatnye.
After a little chat with them, we went our separate ways. Bye!hahaha
Me and Hartini found a spot to sit but we chose the 'disgusting' spot. There was a couple who was having a so called 'romantic' moment. Without any futher notice, we leave that spot. And went to the Merlion. Well, that was the place where the mission is accomplished. hah.
We proceeded to Boat Quay to check on something. And we were taking alot of pictures. There was this one part, when Hartini took a picture with the Bird's butt sculpture. ahahaha We thought it was a stomach. sekali pantat burung da. hahaa.What a joke. There was this pakcik, okay not really pakcik, can call atok la ehk, he was wondering we took the pictures using what, biase la, ni bukan nye atok super canggih la kan. hah. Then, he took our pictures with his camera. It turned out to be quite nice.
We walked back to bugis area and took the bus and headed home at around 7.

2007-06-17T16:39:00.000+08:00

My dad tagged along to Bugis and accompanied me to buy new shoes. And i bought a black high-cut converse. Kakak thought i bought a pair of boots. Consider it as an insult to me. hah. What matters i finally bought a new shoes. My old shoes have holes. As if a rat which is SUPER hungry made that holes. hahahah. And guess what? yesterday was my first attempt to cook LEMAK- KANGKONG. I know it is an easy task. Kata first attempt mah, mesti la kancong. Last night i couldn't sleep, so i watched 'cite Tamil'. Kakak kept irritate me and said , 'eeeeee'...What the fish?cite tamil kan keterunan kakak jugak kan.waahahahaha.

Today, this morning, I accompanied my younger sister to the Tampines Swimming Complex. I'm a good sister aren't i?hahaha. Oh please.. I had to wake up early. If not i would be waking up at around 12+.
Today is the last day of having a leisure time. And say hello to school again!Why must they take away the last week of holiday. Sheeshhh..

Be my guest and eat my shoes can?

2007-06-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

These few days i've been staying at home lately...Except for monday. Finally, I met Siti, Hafiz and Rashid. Shocking news is, ehem2 patch up already. Oh my god. He didnt even tell me. I was speechless you know. Well, me as his best friend should be supporting him with what he thinks he's right.And so, life must move on.
Siti and I were so talkative in the bus on the way back to Bedok to survey something. And guess what?
I sold my 3250 Nokia handphone. And i only got $100 for that. The joystick was spoilt and if i repair it, it will take up $60-80..That's Xpensive. So, i'm planning to buy Mp3 or Mp4 or iPod..Better than having nothing right. i rather have a badget hp. Even colorless also, it doesnt really matter.
Been at home, my mom didn't cook for how many days already. And i have to put in effort to learn how to cook. Wow, it feels like i'm at school now. hahahaha.at home need to study(how to cook) Kakak has a passing grade for cooking. She cooked 'sambal udang' that day, 3 syllabus, DE-LI-CIOUS. hah. menjelit kaki tau.
And today i cooked Nasi Ayam Goreng. Actually there's no ayam.hahah only the rice and i added ikan iblis.opps, bilis..hahha. 3 syllabus, FAN-TAS-TIC!

Soon i'll be gone...To FAR FAR AWAY LAND!
what the fish?=?
hah.

2007-06-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by my dearest cousin; Nadra.

the rule:
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about himself/herself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, each tagged person needs to tag 6 other people. List their names and don't forget to leave a comment reminding them that they are tagged.

1. I'm not interested of looking, waiting, desperat-ing, craving, for boyfriend. I'm not into it.Cause to me, family and girlfriends are must more important. Boyfriends come and go easily, i'm still young.

2. I cried before i go to sleep. You want to know why? Cause I didn't have the chance to talk to my very own mommy that much. I'm jealous to see when a mother and a daughter have fun together. How I wish.

3. i will fart whenever or wherever i want to. I don't care whether there is anyone or no one.

4. I don't mind being used. Cause I'm used to it.

5. Sometimes i feel as if i'm not a good friend. I don't know why. Can someone tell me why?
Maybe i'm a sensitive person who finds 'understanding' is the hardest thing ever?

6. I'm the weird-est child in my family. My thinking and their thinking-s are so much different.
And sometimes i feel i'm not belong in the family.

i'll tag:Sheila, Saliha, Rika, Aisyah, Fizah, Normin=D

Happiest moment

2007-06-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

It was like a Reunion or something. FInally got the chance to hang out with my old pals. Shikin and Saliha. And plus, a newcomer, Hartini.hahahah. It was like hell trying to find the BEads Shop at Arab St. We kept crossing the wrong road. At last someone found the place. Seeing the beads, felt like buying them even though i did not need it that much. Yeah..And we proceeded to Zam Zam restaurant to have our lunch. We went to the 2nd level, and there was this family looking at us as if we were baboons or monkeys. What the fish?hahahahah..We ordered different varieties of food, to share. Except for shikin and hartini. Finally i saw hartini finished her food. We went to Bras Basah and looked around for more beads and other art stuffs. Anyway, we head off to Bugis to accompany SHikin to buy her shoes. She was like a millionaire or something. Firstly, she paid for the food, secondly, she treats each and everyone things that below $20. And she was the 'supplier' for that day.I don't know how to thank you shikin. Okay Thank You Shikin. Hah
Hartini went home first. Me, Saliha, Shikin went to esplanade there.I couldnt forget about the part when saliha and I went down the staircase. She kept on saying, 'k cepat2 eh'...Da pon terjatuh tergolek si anak rahman...hhahahahahaha!!! Mission Accomplished eh korang!finally, after a long day waiting....hahahahahha.Until we went back home at 6 plus in the morning.

Sorry,=

2007-06-08T11:01:00.000+08:00

Here with you

The craziest girl i've ever met=D

Hell-O!

The laughter Club

2007-06-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

It was such an embarrasing day for me. I brought home my HUGE coursework which is quite the same height as me. I have to finish it by the end of Week 3. Yeah.......Art class wouldn't be an Art class without a teacher or a guider right?I don't know how to explain. Nevermind. At least, I had fun during Art Class with the GIRLS, saliha, hartini, Intan,additonal Ms Loke. She is crazy at certain time, and she will shout without any reason. But, she is okay so far....
Ezekiel tried to dry his artwork by using hair dryer. He kept pressing the hair dryer onto his art piece..Chen Hong kept on irritate Ezekiel by switching on and off the plug. They are such a joker.
hahahaha..
I had a wonderful breakfast for the past 3 days with saliha and hartini. On Tuesday, we had prata for breakfast. The day after, we had thosai and today morning we had fried mee goreng.
Hoping for the next makan places on Week 4 ehk saliha& hartini!hahahahaha

Something had happen between you and me. I didnt mean to spoil our friendship this way. But, to put it in a good way, i guess this is the only solution to our friendship. You go your own way, and i go on my own way. We're still friends but it will not be the same like we used to. things are different now. Even you notice how different it is. I just want you to be happy with what you have now. No matter what i'm still your friend and your my friend. Whatever happens, come to me, and i will be there for you. God willing. i thought no one can separate our friendship but someone has.

Biggest mistake-

2007-05-29T18:10:00.000+08:00

Can someone just take a knife and kill me?I couldn't take anymore.
i rather die peacefully than being emotionally hurt. YOU had pierced my heart with a very sharp needle..&& it hurts alot to see YOU again.. I was so stupid. I know, that was my BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER!Although it's hard to say goodbye, im trying to move on with my life. & I'm trying very hard to control the feelings.
There's just too much pain. The pain that YOU can't even imagine. Do YOU actually care?I don't think so.
i want YOU, i need YOU. now i realise YOU are just an imaginary person in my mind where YOU keep appearing wherever i go, whenever i'm alone.
I can only hope and pray for your happiness. And that is that..

"People keep complaining that their life is terrible and everything. What about my life?living in a house where my parents are not really talking to each other, and my family is falling into pieces..It is a complicated situation. Even i couldn't make any decision...And people still complain when they actually are thankful to have such a wonderful life and experience..& when i need THAT PARTICULAR PERSON and he is not there for me?It is so hard for me..."Im thankful to have such a nice friends and i still have my grandparents.

2007-05-28T13:32:00.000+08:00

I love sheila's new SpongeBob tshirt!&& Thanks sheila for the KFC meal!

2007-05-25T11:08:00.000+08:00

Ungu-Seperti Yang Dulu

Tiada guna kau kembali
Mengisi ruang hati ini
Semuanya telah berlalu
Bersama lukaku

Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara hatiku dan hatimu
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu

Tiada guna kau berjanji
Untuk setia menemani
Hatiku yang telah terluka
Karena dustamu

Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara diriku dan dirimu
Takkan ada rindu
Seperti Yang dulu

2007-05-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

School is seriously getting lamer. Sec 1- Sec3 get to go for a trip whereas for the Sec 4&5, we had to stay in school. For us, 4NA, we had a chance to learn table tennis and tag rugby. I thought was playing tennis..sekali TABLE-tennis...BORING!!
Me, saliha and hartini were looking forward to learn rugby. It was fun at first. When the person in-charge taught us more about the game, it started to mess everything up. But still, fun la kan....
Now im feeling like dropping my MOST FAVOURITE subject ever which is ART!it is not because it is difficult that it makes me feel like giving up but sometimes, it depends with who is guiding or teaching the proper way or not and not just biased;person who actually cares about her little dogs which is so bloody dumb2 and don't even bother about us.. I just don't get it why certain people are so biased. Did we do wrong or harm to you?Is it wrong to like us?Or a sin, i supposed?If it is, then, i suggest you better go and exercise your communication, plus control your biased-ness..

My computer is such a slow pork now, hah...can my life get any worse?

my mom is not talking to me, and again, can my life any worse?
I can only pray to GOD for her health. I'm just sad, i feel like crying,can someone lend me your shoulder?i couldn't take it anymore.I miss my mom so much...very much;

semuanya telah berlalu,

bersama lukaku,
semuanya telah berakhir,

antara hatiku dan hatimu-

2007-05-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

The outcome of the Mid Yr Exams Result was super terrible i should say.

And I only pass 2 subjects. Well, what saliha says, this is only mid yr exams, and we cant look for jobs by looking at our report books but our Nlevel cert right?just try my best when Nlevel comes.

2007-05-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

She loves me.&& She thinks im funny.haha

Such a LOVELY family;Thanks for the wonderful meal.

For the past long time, finally i got invited for a birthday party.ha ha!pathetic right?See, i told you, people don't want me anymore.hah. WHat am i talking?Okay nvm. Yesterday was a wonderful and delighted party although around 6 or 7 people came, plus Hafiz's parents and his siblings it's almost 11-12....not bad lah..as long as Hafiz is happy when we came. Siti, Rashid and myself bought for Hafiz a Chocolate-Fudge cake. His father bought a coffee cake...His mom cooked Mee Goreng and Ayam Goreng...So yah..that explains how I had a full and i really mean FUUULLLL stomach when i got home...

And ohhhh....not forgetting I made a card for hafiz. but it looks like it is for a girl or something.hahaha. Nvm, org tua2 ckp, 'rezeki jgn ditolak, maut jgn dicari'...org muda2 ckp,' alah amek je free pe kan?'hahahaha..

His cute little sister couldnt stop asking me to accompany here to go down because she was bored. So sad....'so sad...so sad....it's a sad sad situation'...

Btw, my paper is finally over!yahoooo~actually it is not the right time for yahhoooo-
Prelim is coming...Plus Nlevel is coming too...Hell No!
Bloody dumb2....
Next week is June holiday..and i hate it when school takes away our hoildays...bloody dumb2..
And classes start at 8.00am and ends at 4.00 or 4.30...What the fish..
Now i can't breathe.....thinking about June holiday....

My handphone is spoilt so as my Mp3 player..can my life get any worse?

2007-05-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

"Aku disini, sanggup korban kebahagianku untuk melihat kau bahagia...
Selama ini, aku berdiam diri tanpa kau sedari yg aku berada disisimu....
Lihat kau bahagia membuat aku tersenyum sendiri...betapa indah nya jika kau milikku....Aku akan sentiasa mendoa untuk kebahagian mu bukan untuk diriku...."

2007-05-15T13:12:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I wanna wish Saliha

HAPPY 16th BURPDAY!

I called Hartini up the day before yesterday to ask about the cake for Saliha. Hartini actually went down to buy the burpday cake. How can a birthday cake shop don't have any birthday left?

What the hell?

Anyway, Hartini planned to bake brownies. Brownies sounds nice right?So, we thought it was a great idea.

HArtini came to class late and kept me worried for godness sake. I thought she didn't come yesterday. She appeared in class like a white ghost.hahaahah. She kept smiling all the way as if there was a celebrity or something. ANd bla....bla....bla....

After the test..The whole class sang birthday song to Saliha..How sweet...

After the N.E test, we got the chance to suprise her with the cake. The cake looked like a hard stone seriously, but when the chocolate melt into your mouth, it felt like heaven.ha hahahaha!

It was a nice cake thou..Saliha's reaction after seeing the cake was really shocking.

We planned to watch Spiderman 3 after the whole thingy. We met at bedok int. at 2.oopm.

Had a GREAT time with saliha, aisyah and hartini. But the sad thing was Spiderman 3 was cancelled. ha hahhaaha!i pity hartini cause she really wanted to watch. Nevermind la hartini..gi tgk ngn kau nye ehem-ehem la ehk. Saliha was craving for Nasi Ayam Penyek/Penyet. hah hahaa. We went all the way to Changi Village to eat that. Sanggup ehk mengembara.kalau nak makan thosai,kite gi india makan ehk?hahahaha.

After that, we went to Arab Street..bloody fish, sape pandai2 ckp ade baju murah2...ahhahahahaha....Alot of kain yg lawa2...bole buat kawin tau..hahahaha...I suggest if you want to have a nice outfit for your 'first night' go buy the kain there and ask the tailor to jahit kan korng k...ha ha!

Anyway, me and aisyah bought 2 keychains. actuallly we wanted to buy more than that.hahaha. The things there, are quite cheap you know. Saliha spotted a cute coin-pouch which was so adorable.

We took more pictures at the lorong2 there. It was a nice place to take although it looks old,

it looks super nice......
There was one part thought of taking the picture while we jumped. first time, it turned out we were not ready. The 2nd try, aisyah asked to keep on jumping like a mad woman. hah ha!we kept on jumping. Aisyah rambut mcm pompan gile.hahaha

Another part, we took pictures while sitting on a beautiful bench, saliha put her camera on someone's car. Suddenly, the owner of the car came out. He looked very furious. All of us quickly went somewhere else.

Kept on strolling, trying to find the shop selling real clothes. We walked at this lorong, and finally we found House of Japan, and more clothes. House of Japan was closed by the time we reached there. What a day man....hahahaha!it was fun thou...
Headed back to Bedok and accompanied Hartini to buy hair clips and Saliha's earrings.
Reached home at around 9.3o....

2007-05-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY06May07
Thought of having a nice day, studying at the Macdonalds' Airport. Ended up, saliha, hartini and myself kena kicked out because we studied there. For the first time in my life i kena kicked out because of studying. How stupid it was..Luckily not only us who kena kicked out. There was a group of chinese girls. Saliha thought they were JC students. sekali check-check Sec ONE!pe eleh.ha hahaha!had lot of fun after that. There was one part when hartini almost had a nice trip/fall when we took the 'spoilt' escalator. hahahahahaha!that made me laughed my ass out! with her noisy slipper made me feel like throwing away those slippers. hah ahahaha!anyway, we took alot of pictures rather than studying. It was fun thou.....Think back how stupid i was when we took the sky train to Terminal 1. I was stucked in the middle when everyone was going out of the sky train...With saliha's and hartini's jokes will crack your ass out.(huh?got such thing meh?hahaha)
Next time round we will be going to Budget Terminal. It looks kinda interesting from the outside. Well, who knows? And next time we won't be stepping inside the Terminal Two Macdonalds' again..
What the fish?!
Went home after that since Hartini had to look after her dearly sister.

Today, i took a nap at around 4pm. I didnt notice Rashid called me. My younger sister told me that i woke up to pick up the phone but i went back to sleep instead. I couldn't stop laughing when my sister told me how i looked. Maybe it was not funny for you guys. but funny for me. Why?anything wrong with that?
k bye=P

2007-04-26T17:17:00.000+08:00

Im the happiest kid in town~ Finally, i got the chance to have a little chat with my mummy.. It has been ages since i stop talking to her because both of us are too busy with our lifes. How i miss her is really undescribable. I didnt go to school this morning. Suffering from a slight headache. Thinking about something too much..
and i really mean TOOOOOO much....
Anyway, i've a bad news.Mummy told me that grandpa has a high blood pressure for now. It was a shocking news. And he misses me and my sisters. Tomorrow i'll be visiting him. I miss him so much!I love you, TOK!and not forgetting my lovely nenek too!

2007-04-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

Finally i bought a new top!And it costs only $12 at I.P Zone!go grab it if you want.And if you want to buy jackets, it costs $15. The sale will end by next week(i guess)
i know you won't believe it, if i say that i join a dance competiton. (Shaza, Aisyah, Hartini and Faezah)
it has been ages since i stop dancing. Well, we shall see how it goes.

`And my life goes........................

2007-04-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

Thought of not coming to Maths remedial just now. but, i did attend thou. After the maths remedial, soemthing was going on at the terrace, so we seized the opportunity to watch it. Well, there were dramas, bands, dancers.
Btw, do you actually believe that i join a dance competition. hah. Actually, it has been ages since i stop dancing. Ha ha!Shaza will be the leader, hartini, aisyah will be in too. *Hey aisyah. kalau aku back out mcm mane?korng carik org lain eh?whaahha

School is a normal but there was one part. Just now, me, saliha, yogesh and hartini were so hyper when it comes to disturbing people. There was this couple from other school. I could see that they actually want a private moment for themselves, but then, we came along and destroyed their moments. ha ha!it was hilarious!We pity them, and stop disturbing.ha ha!

2007-03-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

Let me recalled what happened few days back. On last Friday, my school had a sports day. Well it didnt go well cause I came late although i stayed quite near. Went there with Nadia. We boarded the bus at 7.20. that was the time we were supposed to arrive there. So yah. Mr Malik and Ismail took our ezlink cards away. No big deal. The competition started at 8.00am i guess. It was boring of course. I was totally pissed off when I heard that I wont take part in 4-times-100metres. Saliha and me wanted to run in the relay cause there was not enough ppl. Instead, I would not be running and Saliha took part in 4-times-400 which totally shocked her. Anyway, she is a good runner, there is no need to worry. She can do it!yeah!
Just sat there like an idiot waiting for the gate to be open so that i can go home and SLEEP!!
Seriously speaking, that was the worse Sports Day i ever had until Aidil and Aminur called me and saliha to play Dodged(sp?) Ball. And totally made my day. It was fun!
After all the excitement,then it was the Cheerleading competition which i was waiting for, not only me, but the whole stadium was waiting for.ha ha!ROCKIES won for the 1st price. Congratz and for ALPINE, got 3rd.Congratz to all.
For those who actually spoilt my mood, I was speechless. So, yah......i won't exaggarate okay..because it's already over!life must move on babeh.ALPINE won!I thought Alpine had no chance to win this year.

anyway, on monday, went to the Old folks home Pertapis at Toa Payoh. It was a wonderful experience cause we got the chance to have a chat with the elderly.A lot of stories to share from them that were actually very, and extremely sad stories. I could feel their heart aching.i just hope they will always cherish all those memories they had with their loved ones. God Bless You All.

2007-03-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

Today was not so bad. Went back to school with Saliha. Okay, now i understand how Saliha feels. Walking from the interchange to school made me perspire a lot. And i really mean lot okay.
Thought Mdm Zainah wasn't in school. Mcm nak maki jek. But, she was in the classroom. Cheh.nasib tak maki. muahahahaha...
Normal case, would be hearing her talking non-stop hits. I was laughing out loud in my heart when saliha told mdm 'Z' the story was boring and she told her that she read only 3 pages. Seriously, saliha...kekek la kau.
We bought fries at the usual store and proceeded to BLk 53. Awie came down and shocked us. She said she would be going out with her primary school teacher.
After awie had leave, me and saliha didnt know where else to go. So we settled down under void deck and continued our 'chit-chatting'. So many stories we shared. ha ha! had a wonderful time with saliha!saliha rocks!

i miss nadia!!

2007-03-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

Is it okay to like your own bestfriend?What i mean is, your bestfriend is a guy. Is it okay to like him?Imagine you have a guyfriend. Everyday you and him are getting more closer. You didn't realise it at first. Then, one day you realise that you like him. The 'like' turns into 'love'. You know what, i felt bad of liking him. You see, he has a girlfriend. Okay, i won't 'steal' him from his girlfriend. excuse me...Im a girl. Obviously i know how his girlfriend will feel right? I guess i shouldnt be liking him. I don't know how he feels about me. I should stop! I have to let him go away. My feelings for him will change somehow although i like him since 10months ago.

Ookay, let's change the topic. I wont want to make this post so......so....(how to explain it?)
so...soo...obsess about a guy. People might think im SS(syiok sendiri)get what i mean?
Wokey. Term 1 is finally over and a few months to go for the Nlevels. And im still slacking around as if there is no major exams to take. HEllOO!Wake up yati!!!

2007-03-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

Got back Maths and Art Common Test Results. It was an appalling result cause i didnt believe that i passed both papers. For Maths, seriously, i didnt even revise lor. I revised when the day itself was Maths Test. But for me, i felt i didnt try my best enough because i didnt study. As for Art, erm..this time round, no more slacking cause after the common test result for art. I really need to buck up cause Ms Jew is one kind of a strict teacher when it comes to marking. She gives me the creeps.wahahaha.
To all my girlfriends,
cheer up okay, it is just common test. When it comes to NLevel, im sure you guys can do better. Much more better than me. Strive what you want. Im sure you girls can make it to Sec 5,seriously. Cause to me, you girls will try very hard to achieve what you want. Put alittle bit of confidence in your work, and im sure you will score a great and wonderful result.
**
Senyum-senyum selalu=]

Will be meeting Siti, Rashid and Hafiz later. Herm, should i tell something? Maybe not now. Next time if im ready.

let the pictures do the talking

2007-03-03T12:53:00.000+08:00

Let the Pictures Do the Talking-

Snap Shot.

Danger Alert!:raining inside the classroom

You make me wanna LA LALA LA LA!

Girlfriends like them, is hard to find

2007-02-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

Common Test is just next week. I've been slacking the whole week. Infact, not only for weeks. I think for the entire month of january, plus february okay. Anyway, it is only common test right?how hard it could be?hah.

P.E time is what me and my fellow friends looking forward. Ms Chan introduced a Hand Ball game. It's a little bit different from other games. COmbination of bowling, captain's ball etc.
That game made me perspired alot. But, it was fun!Me and saliha were pushing each other using our butt. ha ha!And i accidentally 'tonyol' azurah's head. Accident happens all the time right?ha ha!Sorry Rika for grabbing the ball from you.ha ha!i didnt realise that rika was one of my team. Silly me=/ hah.